The person accelerates a bit more and your head flies off to one end. That is when ,while straightening your head back to its position ,that the nurse feels your pain because the next time she pushes your chair-she’s rather very slow. Perhaps she feels that the person she’s pushing –which still has some life ,will be nothing-no identity in this world.
There , u come into your room, you see your parents-their eyes which redden and flood on seeing you. You can feel their throats chocked,as yours is at present and u badly want to wake up from this dream.
You’ve always had bad dreams –these fifteen years of your life. You’ve dreamt of monsters,witches………..you’ve dreamt yourself falling down from stairs or drowning but’ve always been saved by your conscious life.
You’ve had your parents draining those monsters out of your mind –everytime u woke up in the midnight out of the dream . they’ve always hugged you, calmed you and you’ve never felt it necessary to thank them.
And now all you see before u is your parents-helpless,knowing that there’ll be a moment which will snatch everything from their child and they wouldn’t be able to do anything to save their child which will wake up in a world unknown and unseen –alone.
All u badly want is a second of life before that moment –to thank them ,to tell them that you’ve always loved them.
You know you’ll be dead and dead do not feel others’ pain, they do not see their weeping parents, they just lie numb before the whole world…………………..